I had something once, something that always made me smile. It was a television show, of all things, The X-Files. Not only did I never miss a single episode, but I was also a full-fledged ‘shipper. M&S all the way. :)
I was madly, truly, deeply in love; which is saying something for someone once described as being dangerously apathetic.
But then the series when south, seriously, seriously south, and I never quite forgave them for the betrayal.
Last night I put in my Fight the Future DVD. I’ve had the DVD for a while now, long since having forgotten when I even bought it. Noticing the Special Features link, I pressed enter, and was offered my choice of 3 theater trailers.
It was in watching those that I remembered, and in remembering began to wonder how I had forgotten.
It’s a wonderful feeling, despite the fact that you can’t quite be sure it’s nice. It makes me smile. But it’s only fleeting now and that loss does hurt.
I want that again and currently I don’t care from where, and that frightens me to no end.
Fox Mulder: "I'm the key figure in and ongoing government conspiracy, the plot to conceal the truth about the existence of extraterrestrials. It a global conspiracy really, with key players in the highest levels of power and it reaches down into the lives of every man, woman, and child on this planet.
So of course no one believes me. I'm an annoyance to my superiors, a joke to my peers. They call me Spooky, Spooky Mulder whose sister was abducted by aliens when he was just a kid and now chases after little green men with a badge and a gun shouting to the heavens and to anyone who will listen that the fix is in, that the sky is falling, and when it hits is gonna be the biggest shit storm of all time..."
Which Sylvia Plath Poem Am I?
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless romantic. You enjoy being creative
and don't mind being alone at times. You have goals, and know what you want in life...
even if they are a little far fetched.
What feeling do you represent?
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