Jamalyn (jamalyn) wrote,

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J. W. Irving...

...is feeling depressed and blah.

I know what it means to be a responsible adult. I know that it is not something we really have a choice about being if we want to be more than some sluggard thrust upon our friends and family until even they wash their hands of us.

Still. I cannot help wishing and dreaming and truly, deeply regretting that I cannot spend my life, this one life, as I please. (Though, I suppose that truly I could and I just don't, that I could give the world and my friends and family and responsibilities the galactic middle finger, and that I choose not to do so, for reasons most could probably understand).

I don't know. I just know that sometimes, I find myself wanting to scream. Or perhaps, just walk away.
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